Nothing Happens by Accident in This Life (PART II) — English Subtitle
Hello, I’m Diana and welcome back to my second article. Thank you for supporting me and becoming my followers. Anyways, this article continues from my first article. This title was inspired by my readers in my first article. If previously, this topic tells with general, so this time I will tell you about my personal experience that related to this topic. Hopefully, it can be a strength for you as my readers. Before that, do you know about interesting things from Bamboo Tree Philosophy? Me too, just knowing about this, and this philosophy really inspired me. Bamboo Tree will not show meaningful growth for its first five years. Even though, every day we are watering and fertilizing it, it only can grow for only several centimeters. However, 5 years later, the growth of the Bamboo Tree was amazing and the size is not about centimeters again but meters. And turns out, for its first five years, the Bamboo Tree experienced amazing growth in its root, not its stem, which is preparing its strong foundation to be able to sustain its height of dozens of meters. Same as my life’s experience 4 years ago. Specifically, in 2019, I experienced a panic attack that it is the first time I felt it, and made me really afraid, “How if I can be crazy”. At my first panic attack moment, I came to my mother with my heart pounding fast condition and a cold sweat like I wanted to run. At that time, it was unjoyful words which my mom gave, she said to me “You will be crazy if you like this”. I know, maybe it is her best way to make me feel calm, but it is not the words that I needed at that time. Because of that words are my first journey and I become anxious too much and stressed because all the time I only think the same thing. At that time, I was still young, so I had no capabilities to overcome overthinking and anxiety.
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